I'm feeling emotional and torn today.
I can't help but think of the past, the present, and the seemingly far future.
I wanted so much, to just cry, out loud. Like how babies do.
I'm stopping myself from asking the why's, and the if's.
It's hard knowing what to do, yet not being able to get there.
I foresee myself being happy again, but I want it now. It feels so far to reach.
I think of all the inter-relation. And I think of how I'm gonna cut them all off, clearly, violently, ruthlessly. I tried going the merciless way, but it only hurts more.
So much that it feels like the only thing that can cure, is to lose my memory, for now.
Try listening to some feel good song, like I got feeling...should heal abit!
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