What I Realized Today

Finished watching the drama Summer's Desire today.

Cried buckets for the last few episodes, wat the hell....

Then again, it doesn't just happen with this drama in particular, it happens with all other touching stories - the likes of dramas and movies.

I hope in future my children don't turn out like me. -_-

It's October now, and another 2 months in counting into year 2011.

That's fast. Time's passing real fast.

Before you know it, it's gonna be Christmas, then New Year, and then Chinese New Year.

Looking back the 9 months, I wouldn't have yet found the right word to sum up the year 2010 to date. There's been hectic times, fulfilling times, less-motivating times, fun times, depressing times, agitating times, and a mix of everything. So little yet so much that's been going on that's indescribable, to a point where I think I've given up blogging about them in words.

It's probably obvious since this space has been comparatively dormant anyway.

You know what I've realized today? As much as I could very effortlessly articulate my thoughts in words here on this blog (sometimes), I can't really do so in person.

Such a contrary.

Think I'm probably better off that way, write and not speak, think and not talk.

Borned to work that way -_-

And you know what I also realized today? I could've been much more successful if I hadn't done the things I had done in the recent years.

Reality check.

Talk about failure.

So for the years to come, it's gonna be hardcore redemption (and remediation) period.

Shit.

Life sucks that way!