I would've bet all the money in the world to assure that no one, at this stage, understands exactly what's it like to be in it, let alone say to us, "I know exactly how it feels"
This is a walk-alone journey. For me, and for him. That's tough. And it gets challenging all the more. From time to time. It also gets rather lonely when the going gets rough. That's how 'customized' this relationship is.
There isn't a word that exists yet (at least of a word I know that exists) that could sum up the equation of me + him.
And for this, it frustrates me mad at some point of time. For being that abnormal. And for some other time, it just, I dunno... beautifies the whole thing. Because for some reasons, we're actually composing an equation that's just, simply us. No standard couple rule. No standard relationship rule. Just us. Our rule.
For some very indescribable reasons today, I feel comforted that one big knot untied itself.
I wouldn't say relief was the right word. But I was reassured, that much I know, that I did make a right decision. And I hope it continues to prove me right.
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