So Very Random

Random post.

Today's one of those days where I feel sorry for my own life.

It's also one of those days where I want to make "Screw kindness, be mean!" my motto for life.

Maybe it's a customary thing. To feel all edgy... and defeated... and un-achieving as you near the end of your prime years. -_- I sound as old as a retired person.

Ok lah, finish ranting.

Bye!

王力宏 [Wang Lee Hom] - 柴米油鹽醬醋茶

Oh yea, it's out! :D

神木與瞳 [Shen Mu Yu Tong] - 好想為你哭

Tell me if this song is as addictive as it is to you, like it is to me.

Nice lor... seriously... "Like"

Been MIA

Sorry peeps.

I know I've been MIA for a looong while.

Promise I'll write something about my trip. I've had scattered thoughts on what to write about 'em.

It's just that I haven't had a free weekend/weeknite to literally cross my leg in front of my pc ever since.

And when I do, Cafe World is my priority. -_-

I know, my life's just pathetic like that.

Work's been piling. Office has been a mess ever since I returned. So much so, that I wish I could just disappear for once and not have to worry about work & its consequences.

Sometimes it's just pointless that you're granted an approval to take off from work.

Returning after your holiday is just equivalent to replacing all your off days' work in one go.

Worst. And you always ended up regretting that you had to take off for that long.

It makes you wonder if that break, in which you deserved and is entitled to, is all that justifiable after all.

Well, I'll collect my scattered thoughts from my trip and blog when I could.

Until then, good night everyone.

And oh yea, I'm hoping Mr. Paul The Octopus is going to be wrong about Spain taking on the World Cup title tonite in the finals. -_-

I'm going to get back to work (on a pathetic Sunday midnight) and see if I could catch the finals tonight.

"So wave your flag" everyone!

My PC's Series of Allergics

Last day of May! Urgh. How time passed.

Let me tell you why I haven't been updating my blog.

I think my PC is allergic to my apartment or something.

Remember last year when the hard disk crashed and kaput-ed on me? With all the contents un-retrieved? That was Allergy No. 1.

Allergy No. 2 started this year. It was only 1 or 2 months ago that my LCD screen had a prominent blue vertical line across the screen. I don't know how it started. It just appeared suddenly. Like magic - the way Harry Potter worked some chanting mantra, waved his wand, and 'dang' the blue line just appeared. And it never went away. Some dead cells on the screen. Can't be cured. (Not unless I entirely change a new LCD, that is). As annoying as it was when it first happened, I sort of lived with it. And I'm somewhat fine with that bright blue line there when I'm browsing the web, watching movies and sorts.

I think there must have been some Lord Voldemort in the Land of Technology or something, must have been amazed at the sorts of patience I had, mending through series of allergics on my PCs. So, as dissatisfied as he is for not gaining victory in crushing my PC, he has to now send someone to destroy my motherboard this time around. Crap. Bloody crap. My windows just kept on restarting by itself. Like, you know, ahem, magic. Allergic No. 3.

I don't know. I must have been the worst user PCs have ever lived with. Or it's just pure bad luck. Or... or, wrathful Lord Voldemort really does exist, somewhere, in the Land of Technology.

-_-

Darn.

鄭秀文 [Sammi Cheng] - 捨不得你

Heard this song over the radio this afternoon.

And it reminded me that I used to play this song over and over again years ago, when it was a hit!

And now.... I'm over-playing it again. Quite addictive. =)

Insomnia.. Again!

Crap. It's almost 2am!

And I'm having insomnia. Again.

Rolled, tossed and turned on the bed for the past 1.5 hours, and I gave up.

Siiiggghhhhhhh...... It must be the umpteenth time. Am I getting old? Is that it?

So you know what I decided to do?

I got up and decided to turn on my pc and... blog. Semangat.

I should make blogging my professional career or something, seriously.

** I hear you, bc. You must be saying 'get an air cond' again. Haha.

Let me tell you what I've been doing while tossing on my bed a while ago.

I was going through some old sms-es in my phone. [Aiyah, I can't just toss and turn and do nothing ma, rite? I'll be bored to death. Imagine headlines : Gal sets world record for tossing on bed for the longest time... and she died of boredom].

Ok lah, I know I'm crapping already. And no, I'm not sleep talking. -_-

Anyway, back to sms-es.

Looking back at the many crossroads and milestones, ahem, I think I felt mixed feelings of where I am today.

I'm emo like that. I still keep some of the old sms-es in my inbox.

They somehow remind me of the encouragements, the thoughtful wishes, the humours, the fights, the jokes, and the many many things that exist throughout the lifetime of my faithful phone.

I don't know if you face the same problem. But whenever my phone runs out of memory, I actually take very, very long just to vet through sms-es in my inbox to decide if I should keep or delete them.

Is that silly or what?

Oh! I know a nicer sounding word to describe that. Sentimental. Hah. Lol.

Wait 'til you see how full my email inbox is. I should really find time to clear my inbox for some space. Tough work.

Okay, I'm yawning! Finally!

Enough of chattering for now. Going to get some sleep. I better sleep. Though I'm almost certain I'll stop yawning by the time I hit the sack. It's bound to happen. Yawn, crawl into bed, un-yawn. If that's even a word. :(

But I better try.

Good night, world.