Life Size Pinocchio

I'm a liar.
I'm lying.
I'm a life size pinocchio.
When I say I don't hate you for what you do to me, I do. But it only hurts more when I say I do.
When I say I don't want to see you anymore, I do. But it only hurts more if I do.
When I say I hope you'll be happier without me for the better, I'm lying. I don't want you to be happy without me. But it only hurts more to say so.
At times it's just... painful. Painful to be strong.

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