That die-hard pattern is slowly emerging.
Do you think this is a sign?
Wide awake at 3am now not knowing what I could do - that couldn't be good.
I'm that lost that I wish there's a manual to guide me on how to handle things like that.
This heart has seen through most things and yet, here I am, dazed, again.
Is this really really the one decision that I made wrong, to which is costing me so much.
Did I ask for this myself?
