Cynicalism

For some reasons, today I've been brought on a journey that time-travels back through the years.

And to most parts, not so much of the past I would choose to want to remember.

I think it has to do with trust.

In cases like these, I find trust a luxury to have.

I know how trust should be built on a foundation of all mankind's relationships. Friendships and relationships alike.

But mankind as it is now, isn't quite trustworthy, is it?

I stubbornly cling to the thoughts that are divided into two.

The part where I knew I should've listened to my heart.

And the other part where I knew I should've listened to the majority, and majority excludes myself.

Could I've been though too much, so much that trust was stripped away from me?

I mean... It was my initial nature that I give unbounded trust to the people who mean to me. It was. No longer.

Hmm... looks like I've turned cynical hmm?

Blog Catch Up

Hello blog.

I know. I've abandoned you to the back of my mind.

Readjusted my priorities and left you to dust.

I can't say I've missed you. For some reasons, I've learnt to express shorter brags on fb, hence the lack of words to talk to you about.

-_-

Btw, happy new year blog!

You've been kind to me throughout the past year.

And I've confided in you. Flooded you with miniscule thoughts.

We've sailed through 2010 together, and still came through alive!

You're still an active account, and I'm still not emotionally-dead!

And that - blog, is worth a toast! Cheers to 2010, and hello 2011!