Pray

I guess somewhere within that decision lies a piece of me that I've misplaced for a long time.

I hope I'll find myself sooner than later!

*pray for peace at heart and wishing myself all the best*

:)

Back To Reality

Ahh, back from Taiwan and not quite happy to come home :(

Wish I could stay longer... and I meant long term-ly longer - soul searching or work or take a short study course there or something...

It wasn't exactly running away, but this 5-days escape made me feel every bit less suffocated.

I wasn't overly excited or overly having that much fun... but for a while now until last week, I finally felt I was actually breathing. And I felt that weight off my shoulders. I was happier, and I haven't been happy in a long time.

Coming back to reality just reminds me of depressing stuffs, depressing thoughts.

If anything better to rejuvenate, I could do a long term vacation - away from here.