Saturday, July 9, 2011

Recognizing That Grey Space

Somewhere along those lines, between the black & white, there's grey.
Grey was never a widely-known recognized area of fact.
For all of its existence, grey was almost always unjustified.
And grey was a space associated with denial.
I grew up recognizing blacks & whites in life, the areas we commonly know as right & wrong... but not the grey.
I also grew up being judgmental towards grey.
But today's one of those days where grey becomes one of the most neutral space I've ever known.
I know the world was judging my grey.
I also know, I could only satisfy that much of the world.

Monday, July 4, 2011

Picking Up

I should be crowned the laziest blogger within the netizen world.
Can definitely win hands down.
Thank God I don't blog for a living. Will probably starve to death by now. -_-
And thank God even more that I don't blog to please.

I think I have a few good things to be grateful about these days.

I don't remember having that much interrupted sleeps anymore. Which means I probably am happier. (Either that, or I'm probably getting old & getting tired pretty easily, hmm!)
I think my wellness coaching consultant will be darn happy to know that I actually DO sleep before 11pm. How miraculously "well-balanced". LOL.

And yes, about that wellness coaching. Long story. But to cut it short, it was probably one of those experiences you would get by seeing a psychiatrist, or errm... counsellor? Yea, that sounded better - counsellor.
Not quite sure if it goes to show that big boss suspected I had super unhealthy lifestyle or worse... mental disorder/breakdown. Hence the white mouse specimen = me, to try out the sessions. -___-

Things have been looking up so far. Or it's just me having a slightly (like seriously, slightly) positive outlook. I hope this stays the same, if not better. :)