Okay, very quick thoughts.
I think I'm going to be myself for now.
I don't know why... but today as I was on my way home from work, amidst all my usual tangled up web-cluttered thoughts, I had this sudden question, "Why am I trying so hard to be someone I'm not?"
I think I must've had too much to analyze throughout the months. Too much to sort out. So it just hit me in a halt.
I don't think I am weighing the judgment of everything I do now. But it's not really relief either. I don't quite know what the exact description is of how it feels to me.
I guess it's really, being myself, less restriction, the way I am. For now.
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